February 3rd, 2008
Dear Journal,
Well, I haven't written in awhile, but that's because I can't get on the computer a lot at Dad's, cuz Carol does her eBay and everything.
And either way, there's not really anything interesting to say. Except I really like this color purple... it's very unique and cute. Although it looked more interesting in the little box thing than it does on the text. But that's okay.
Well, Sam and I actually talked this weekend. I haven't talked to him in such a long time, and to be honest it's kind of refreshing, even though things will go back to how they were tomorrow. And we probably won't talk at all. Except maybe a little at lunch.
But that's it. I don't have him first hour anymore. I don't have him seventh hour anymore. I just... don't have him at all. It sucks.
And right now I'm really feeling like a major bitch. But I'm going to resist the urge to be bitchy... Ahh.
~Chelsie~
- Mood:
guilty
Honestly, I don't want to sit up and wait for him. That's the last thing I want to do. I keep on feeling like I'm too dependent on him, and that would just prove it.
But at the same time, I don't want to go to bed. We were in the middle of a conversation. I want to finish it.
Gosh.
Always&Forever,
-Chelsie-
- Mood:dumb
