Dear Journal,

I'm hurting right now.

This is a list of the reasons why.

1. Justinne is on my cell phone, talking to my ex-boyfriend.

2. It's 3:16 in the morning... she's been talking to him forever.

3. He never talks to me this long. Ever. He would have gotten annoyed and said good-night by now.

4. The first time he ever called my cell phone was to talk to Justinne.

5. Worse, to talk to Justinne about me.

6. He thinks that kiss didn't happen. Well, it did. He can't just pretend like it means nothing.

7. They have been talking forever. I don't know what they're talking about right now...

8. Maybe they've worked everything out.

9. I don't know.

10. I'm too scared to find out.